PithyNess

I know it seems counter-intuitive to choose grief as my theme for February, as this is supposed to be the “love” month.

But grief is the ultimate price for love. It’s not cheap.

This month is the 5th anniversary of when my husband died (the 15th) and I want to honor that milestone somehow. Also, not after this. I really don’t want to spend the rest of my life marking days of death, if that makes sense, so this is the last time, for me.

Also, I am grieving the loss of a relationship I had so much hope for, that didn’t work out like I thought it would, and also means the loss of a 45 year friendship with my HS sweetheart along with it. So things are a bit heavy for me this month on a couple of fronts.

I know bright days are coming, but for right now, I just need to sit in the dark.

~Ness

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